Expecting

The resumption of in-person worship at church has reacquainted me with “Lindsay.” Even masked and socially distanced, she remains a pleasing sight with her long blond hair. It was also immediately apparent by her swollen belly that she hadn’t devoted all her time in quarantine to contemplation. Her protruding curves evidenced her fertility and stoked a primal desire in me.

As I gazed at Lindsay’s round belly and swollen breasts, I became decidedly aroused. She’s not the first pregnant woman to turn me on. Maiesiophilia is the term sexologists use to label a pregnancy fetish. Perhaps it’s not as weird as it sounds. Pregnancy is inherently sexual. A neuropsychologist notes that a pregnant woman in the most obvious way exhibits her fertility as well as her sexual activity. The famous “glow” of pregnancy can make a woman more sexually attractive. Blood flow increases and the surge of hormones can make hair shinier and improve skin tone. The same hormonal surges can also increase libido. (It’s possible that Lindsay is a very horny gal right now.) Ultimately, the taboo surrounding an expecting mother may explain much of the appeal. “Here you are having hot sex with someone who is preparing for motherhood,” one sex therapist says. “It’s sort of like trying to have sex with a nun.” Plus, as a married woman, Lindsay is supposed to be off-limits. Defiling her marriage bed while she is pregnant seems especially (deliciously?) egregious.

Lusting after Lindsay prompted an even naughtier fantasy: impregnating a woman. The risk of pregnancy made unprotected sex with the Deaconess especially hot. Even now I’m aroused by the memory of my bare cock inside her fertile pussy, her legs wrapped around me to pull me closer inside her, her hips bucking up to meet my thrusts as I unleashed a torrent of sperm into her womb. This fantasy isn’t exclusive to men. A phone sex model I speak with admitted that the impregnation fantasy “makes [her] pussy twitch.”